Vulgar words in My Secret Life, Volumes I. to III. - 1888 Edition (Page 17)

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The arse-cheeks were so firm, that I delighted to feel, and slap them as I fucked; and spite of her big bum I recollect no woman whose cunt I got further up in that position, as I did hers.

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One day she said whilst I was fucking her, "I thought you were going to try the other hole."

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I looked, and her arsehole was as plainly visible in the rear as her split was visible in the front.

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Something led to my remarking that I should like to fuck a woman in the family way, and her saying that she knew one who would be confined in a fortnight, a nice woman, a fine woman, her sister, the wife of a mechanic, but badly off just now.

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I can't tell what had made me take such a desire, but I said I would give a sovereign to see her cunt and big belly, and fuck her, and would give five shillings if she would get this for me, not believing she was a married woman, or her sister, although the wench said so.

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At length she got on to a clean although humble bed, the other woman pulled up her clothes, I smoothed her belly, and with much trouble got her legs open, and tried to see her cunt.

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At length I had had a good look at her cunt.

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Then I longed for a fuck, indeed took a letch for it, pulled out my prick, and asked her to let me have her.

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My letch overcame me, I forgot how poor I was, and would have given my clothes off my back for a poke up the cunt beneath that hard big belly, so asked her again, and stood with my prick out, both women laughing.

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I dallied a few minutes with her cunt, and fancied that if the other woman was out of the way the big-bellied one would be complaisant.

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"Let me fuck you."

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I flew to the door, and locked it, the woman got up from the chair; made no resistance, raised her bum with difficulty on to the bed, opened her thighs and we fucked in a jiffy.

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I threw her on the edge of the bed again, her cunt was still covered with my sperm, and turning her arse towards me we fucked dog-fashion.

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Up to this period I had tailed a neighbourhood of free cunts, as far as trifling sums would get them me.

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I broke out under it, wonder I did not break down, and should have done so, had it not been for whores.

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Cunt came to my rescue, and alone gave me forgetfulness, a relief far better than gambling or drinking, the only other alternatives I could have had recourse to.

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She looked as if she ate three meals a day, shit regularly, slept eight hours, and was fucked nightly, and was in brief a most lovely creature, and the picture of health.

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My last clap may have made me abstinent, or want of money had, or perhaps other motives which beset a man who wished a different order of things in his home affected me, for I know that for weeks I had barely had an emission, excepting by nocturnal dreams; and though dying for a genial fuck, yet avoided it, and worked at my occupation to get money and forget my troubles.

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I won't," said she sharply,--but too late, my fingers were on her clitoris, I had begun that gentle twiddling which always ends in fucking.

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My fingers for an instant touched her cunt, a rapid probe, and then my prick!

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"Shall I be able to fuck?"

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I used to think, I who had already fucked two hundred women.

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There was nothing to account for it now, I had more or less abstained for weeks, there lay one of the choicest female forms ever presented to man's eyes, a dark-brown crispy-haired cunt with a tiny bit of pink clitoris showing between a large pair of thighs like ivory, and a sweet face above turned on one side with eyes closed, and blushing a yielding up to me.

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I got up, looked at her as she lay motionless with thighs extended, stood almost frantic, frigged my prick, probed her, and again threw myself on her as I stiffened; but no sooner had my prick touched her beautiful cunt, than as if bewitched, it shrunk from entering it, I could not even thumb it up.

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I dreaded to get off, and look her in the face, feeling so ashamed, I kissed her taking her head in my hands, again got off, kissed all round her cunt, and smelt its inciting aroma, asked her to be still, said I should be all right directly.

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I was reeking with sweat from exertion and nervous anxiety sat thinking and frigging, felt sensation of pleasure without stiffness, and only stiffened after half-an-hour's rubbing.

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Again she was down on the sofa, again that divine belly was under me, again as I opened the lips of her cunt my prick dwindled to nothing.

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The instant I saw her my cock stiffened, it kept stiff all the evening, I could not sleep for it, was tempted to fuck, or frig myself, but did neither, feeling sure I should have Mary, and would not spend a drop of my sperm till I did.

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"My finger has been up her cunt," I thought, "no pain, no recoil,--how quiet she laid,--then she has been fucked before,--then what must she think of me?" and so on ran my thoughts till I was in an agony of disgrace.

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The next day.--On the door-mat.--On the sofa.--On her belly.--Eight hours fucking.--At a brothel.--An afternoon's amusement.

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She kissed me, and I her for a minute, and glory to God my prick was like a rod of hot iron standing up against my belly, and throbbing to emit its juices up the dear girl's cunt, against which its poor little tip not twenty-four hours before had dangled and rubbed so uselessly.

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What woman can long withstand that irritating, voluptuous, restless movement, of the male finger on her cunt?

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Removing my hand from her cunt, I seized hold of both her hands with mine, and began gently dragging her along the passage to the parlour, she leaning back gently resisting, I leaning back tugging her, my prick red-tipped, stiff, and throbbing standing out in its randy glory between us.

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Kind of heart, pitying, liking me, her splendid healthy physique, her fully-developed passions, passions of which she had tasted the full pleasure, but which had been for a long time ungratified, were roused to intensity by the feel of my prick, by my groping her cunt, by the excitement of the position; all had relazed her nervous system, and absorbed her in voluptuousness.

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My arse knocked hard against the table, and hurt me.

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She is down on the sofa, her petticoats up, I see the creamy flesh, large round thighs, the dark hair on her cunt for a second, I am on her, up her, a slight sob as my prick goes up with the thrust of a giant, and we are spending in each other's embraces, mouth to mouth, belly to belly, prick to cunt, ballocks to bum-cheeks, almost the instant I had covered her, and grasped her smooth fat buttocks.

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Our sighs of pleasure are over, there is no uncunt-ing, no stopping; but with rigid prick still up to its roots in her cunt, on again we go fucking in earnest.

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The first was a maddening desire for each other, a fuck finished before it was begun.

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Now we are fucking with soft pleasure, and the thoughts of the greater pleasure to come, of my spunk to spurt, of her juices to ooze to meet it, in a cunt already flooded.

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I recollect smoothing her hair back from her forehead as I fucked, of kissing and meeting her tongue with mine, and spending with rapture, then waking from a doze, and finding her half asleep, I on the top of her, my cock still up her.

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My trowsers not let down had ridden up, and were cutting me tightly under my balls with a painful sensation, and all this was on a narrowish sofa, a modern cheap bit of furniture unlike the grand big one in mother's house, on which many a servant had had her cunt basted by me.

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I wanted to see her quim, and pulled out, then putting my hands against the sofa-squab, I pushed myself gently up, rose on to my knees between her thighs, and looking down saw the sperm between her cunt-lips.

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With prick still stiffish down I fell on her, and was up her again in the twinkling of an eye, lodging my prick in preparation for another fuck.

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"I've fucked you,--I'm a man you see," I cried triumphantly.

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A long business was fucking now, long friction, no result, then a long rest, our genitals joined, their hairs glued together, yet no fear of a failure.

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Then I dozed an instant on her, she seemed asleep, I was squeezed uncomfortably next the wall, my prick satisfied with its duty, at the first movement left her cunt.

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"No,--I've fucked you,--you thought I was not a man, did you not?"

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"You are going to wash your cunt."

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The idea of her moistened cunt inflamed me, I pulled her back, thrust my fingers on to her cunt spite of her resistance, and never shall I forget the feel of that and her thighs.

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I followed her into the back-kitchen, were she washed her quim in a wooden bowl, but did not dry it.

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I followed her about, talking, kissing, and putting my hand up her clothes, until in due time we adjourned to the parlour, and then again I fucked her, this time on the hearth-rug, the sofa-squab under her head, the sofa was too small for comfort.

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Time was before us, all seemed delicious, the domesticity of the amorous amusements, the passion with which she returned my embraces, her modesty and enjoyment were all so like the days when I fucked my mothers servants.

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The difference between her sensuous embraces and the matter of fact fucking at five shillings a head I had been so long accustomed to, overwhelmed me with gratification.

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Then as I had had no dinner, and there was none for me, I ate bread and cheese, and opened a bottle of port-wine, and in an hour we fucked again, and again.

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At nine o'clock she had supper, and we fucked after it.

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She sat on my lap, I played with her cunt, she with my prick, and we kissed till our lips were sore.

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But nothing would induce her to let me see her limbs, nor do more than feel her cunt, and take my pleasure in it.

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From two in the afternoon till ten at night was I feeling her quim, kissing, and fucking.

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As the street-door bell rang I was in my night-shirt, standing by her side, trying to frig my prick up to standpoint.

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How often I fucked her I don't know, it seemed as if I was at least half of the eight hours up her cunt, which is absurd; but it was one of my greatest feats in the fucking line, the longest and most pleasureable.

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Mary was alone, and we fucked as hard as we could.

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She laid the cloth and dinner-things my sperm dripping from her cunt.

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Five minutes after I was sitting at dinner with the smell of Mary's cunt on my fingers, my prick sticking to my shirt, for I had never washed it, nor piddled since it had left Mary's body.

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It was more exciting now than ever to see a woman bolt downstairs directly she had been fucked, to cook potatoes, or to eject me from her cunt, and leave the fuck undone, because there was a ring at the bell.

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Then luck ceased, the house was never left, and all I could get was a stray kiss, and a slight feel of her quim.

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the delight of that rapid feel round the warm, smooth bum and thighs, and the push up between the warm, moist cunt-lips when I got it.

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What lovely breasts, what splendid limbs, what thighs and arse-globes.

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After a fuck we fell fast asleep, she had done so similarly at my house on the sofa, and on the floor.

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"How many times did we fuck that first day."

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She was a lovely woman, had firm, smooth, creamy flesh, was as plump as a sucking-pig, a fat cunt of my favorite style then, and the loveliest coloured hair on it I ever saw; but it was ample, both inside and outside, I had experience enough to know that even then, though its grip of the prick was heavenly.

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He hit me,--there was such a row!--my sister spat at me, and called me a whore.

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Weary with all this, liking the man whose sperm had wetted her virgin cunt, perhaps longing to have more (although she always declared to me that she had no recollection of that desire affecting her), one night she ran away to London with him.

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I bought buns, and we ate in the cab, I feeling her cunt at intervals, and once making a fruitless attempt at a fuck.

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The smell of her cunt on my fingers at that time I dare say gave a relish to the buns, for I liked her.

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She resisted me, but she wanted it as badly as I did, and sticking her back against the partition close to the door, so that we could catch the first sound of any one coming downstairs, we fucked.

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My God what a rapid fuck it was, but what enjoyment!

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My impetuousity prevailed, I threw up her clothes over her backside, and plugging her cunt, was soon in ecstacies, Mary in a funk, submitting, and with me looking whilst we fucked, out of the window for her Mistress' head, which as I have said, we could not fail to see.

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I did, but in a funk for I saw on one of her stockings unmistakeable stains of spunk mixed with poorliness.

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All this time of course our fucking was regular, but although I liked her, and more than liked her, I never had a strong affection for her.

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I went to J... s' street with her, and to bed, and fucked her with rapture till I brought on her poorliness in floods.

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FINIS, VOLUME TWO VOLUME THREE CONTENTS: CHAPTER I.--Straightened circumstances.--Promiscuous whorings.--The garden privies.--Our neighbor's daughters.--Effects of a hard turd.--Masturbation.--Bum-trumpeting.--Seeing and hearing too much.--A pock-marked strumpet.--A neighbour's servant.--Don't wet inside.---On the road home.--Cheap amusements.--Bargains.--Watching brothels.--Cunt in the open.

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